Thursday, June 4, 2009



I am hoping and dreaming that I get to take a few trips this Summer.

I love this song and hope you get a chance to listen to it..

Elizabeth and I had to go do some errands today and we ate dinner out.

I did pretty good with my eating. I made a conscious decision to eat healthy. I had a chance to eat fried fatty foods, but choose grilled salmon with wild rice and broccoli instead.

Salmon is not my favorite food, but it was seasoned well and I squeezed a lot of lemon on it. And I love lemon. I need Vitamin D added in my diet and Salmon is full of Vitamin D.

I wrote a post earlier about how Mom makes me feel with her rude comments. She really is a good person but sometimes she doesn't conceive the depth of how her words wound me. That will be my problem writing this blog. I will have to careful not to be too revealing because I have a family member who finds my blogs and reads them and then tells Mom what I said. I struggle with that. It really makes me mad.

And some of John's sister's read my blogs and it makes me mad. I try not to let them get to me.

If I have sites with invited readers only, then I leave people out may read them, but don't leave comments. I really don't want to do that.

I wish it was easier. But I have to be true to myself. My feelings are my feelings and they are important. So I guess I do it my way. I will just be careful.

I hope everyone is doing good tonight. I have been crazy busy this week but this weekend I will have a few recipes to post.

xoxo Nita

4 comments:

Just Joni said...

I love this song. So good to hear you are getting out and about...even if they are "errands"...some of the best times happen purely by accident. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about ya'

The Feathered Nest said...

I'm so sorry about the hurtful things you've had to hear coming from someone who is supposed to build you up sweet Nita. Sometimes it helps to try to understand why she is like this, did her parents tear her down, does she have low self esteem? What a wonderful mom you are for not continuing the hurtfulness...to me, you are like a flower that is slowly opening, showing your beauty to our Lord ~ and growing in a place that you'd never expect a beautiful flower to be!!! hugs and love, Dawn

Annette said...

you know what Nita, as much as I adore my mother, she can hurt me so badly with her words, so I know what your saying, and I don't understand why? but this makes us more sensitive to others feelings, I believe. There is so much I want to say right now, but don't want to step on anyone's toes, but I will tell you this and not be afraid, YOU BE WHO ARE and if we are your friends or family we'll love you no matter what, that's true love, but like you, I don't like term oil at all, just PEACE.
I LOVE YOU and your a great person with a wonderful heart that's so full of life and love.
I love salmon!! and that dinner sounded so good, wild rice, YUM!
Big Hugs~
Annette

Jeanne said...

Nita you are so honest and open with yourself. {{HUGS}}